you're delirious.

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Hey love

Its been a long time since I had the time to reflect about my whole life, my family, my relationship, myself. I don't know what's taken me this long to just think about all this. Perhaps work? But I shouldnt blame it on work, cause if I really did care about all this, I will put everything aside and just think about the people I love , including myself.

However, honestly, I don't know where to begin with.

I guess watching "Dear John" at this point of time got me reflecting about all these.
I'm not perfect. I've made so many mistakes. Let down so many people. And I really don't know how to clear all my mistakes.

I'm not a good girlfriend, I can honestly tell you in your face Im not. I don't deserve anyone. Not anyone that's good of course. Its true then I guess, that actually, the things he does for me can't be compared to the things I do for him.
I wish I'm perfect enough for him, didn't do any wrong moves, can easily coax him and maybe more caring. But what can I say, its done.

I'm tired.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012 @ 3:46 AM