Title says it all, huh?
Finally after 13hours of the break up, Im crying..
And I cant sleep. I don't know what he's doing. But I know he's alright with his brothers to take care of him.
I was never the one for him, I had so many flaws. And there's just so much he can take.
He can't accept everything, and in the first place, I'm not his dream girl.
So how did we end up here?
His
happiness does not lies with
me. I'm sure of that..
Believe me, I tried my best to make being with me easier for him..
But it was already hard from the very beginning..
Maybe we should take a break. or we should just time out..
He's good to me, so good.. so he deserves the
best.
And well..... the best is just
not me.
And I realise that maybe, I don't know him at all.. that I don't understand him..
As I type, these tears are falling... Its nothing new, but I hope he could wipe it away..
Its been so long.. so long since i cried in his arms..
since he told me that everything will be okay.. and i just miss all that..
when he would hold me tight, look me in his eyes, and wipe those tears away..
Its been ages since that happened..
since i felt secure..
Now all I feel is that ive been doing wrong, and I cant change..
im just worthless..
Friday, April 6, 2012
@ 4:18 AM
