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Breathless
Do you know how sad it is, when your bestfriend just leaves you like that?
Its like she faded away, disappeared. And everyone else was a priority and her love,
except her old friend.
So how long can I endure staying by her side knowing she's never gonna treat me like her own bestfriend.
Its just a label, she did nothing to feel like my bestfriend.
I don't know how to put it : but she never cares about me, guys are always first and I just don't know how come her guy can stand her. and she never changes. fuck it, i have feelings !
Its like she faded away, disappeared. And everyone else was a priority and her love,
except her old friend.
So how long can I endure staying by her side knowing she's never gonna treat me like her own bestfriend.
Its just a label, she did nothing to feel like my bestfriend.
I don't know how to put it : but she never cares about me, guys are always first and I just don't know how come her guy can stand her. and she never changes. fuck it, i have feelings !
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And tonight, or should i say early morning.
i just want to cry, i don't know why he has to keep tweeting bad things about me
on twitter everyday...... i just kept quiet, and only today i spoke out and he can't seem
to accept my feelings about it...
why?
today, he came across his friend. When asked what he's doing there, he said to accompany his friend (me) .
its not the first time he have said that, but i just kept quiet.
how come he cannot understand how i feel?
maybe im just so pathetic.
Why does no one ever understands me? or tries to?
why do i have to back up for myself? think positive just so i won't
cause any confrontation....
this time, i don't know, i don't believe in myself anymore.
Thursday, May 24, 2012
@ 12:49 AM
